Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Sometimes


In life
we are called upon by internal or external circumstance
to confront
our demons
to
exorcise them
and 
cut them
from our existence
in ways that we may deem right

sometimes we push people away
                                                   because after a time of blind faith
                                                                                                    we suddenly see them for who they are
                                         and we run 
                                                 to save
                                           ourselves

perhaps there may be something wrong with them and ourselves

                                                             sometimes it may just be us 
                                                                      that we need to fix
                                                   and we cut ties 
                                                        to save them


we're not all brave to stand and fight
or to have the clarity of faith and wisdom to remain
 and heal ourselves 

even whilst trying to heal others

but 
in truth
that time of separation 
seeks to bring to us
strength
courage
understanding
      and faith
I have realised that is it at this time that

                                                          the universe
sometimes finds a way of returning us to those we cut away

              because the healing process is not complete until we encounter them again


or maybe we don't need them to heal, perhaps all we need is time
                                         and to forgive ourselves 
                                                                           and let them go
                                              in unconditional love 

I don't know really
I just write what I experience

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